什么是承诺？

承诺...
值得相信吗？
承诺=谎言

对..
是我..
我毁了一切我们之间永远的承诺..
我对不起你..

是我太想保护你..
是我太过爱你..
是我...
先放手..

在爱情里..
没有承诺..
没有公平..
没有等待..
更加没有永远..
因为我是les..

都爱上了不该爱的那个..
却放弃了不该放的那个..

我们在一起八个月...
却让你等了九个月...
难道爱要不说出口才珍贵？

是我..
现在...
也得到了你以前所有我无法感受的痛！

我失败..
我自私..
我不好..

让你默背为我掉泪...
现在...
还我为你默背掉泪...

我真的放了..
心...
也死了..
你..
也变了..

朋友都支持我追回你..
为什么我不要？
因为我要你...
“幸福”

下辈子...
我宁可做只猪..
也不愿在让你想起我！
也不愿让你在看到我！

一切的一切..
以前美好的回忆..
甜蜜的时光..
毁了..
也回不来了...
只有回忆....

是你身边太多选择...
而我..
只是个过路客....

回到了原点..
时光回到了彼此不认识的时候...

我发誓..
我.....已忘了你...
从今天起！
不在拥有那些回忆...

我不在乎..
再痛也会有过去的时候..
不希望再有任何感觉...

泪...
只让我伤得更深...

BELIEVE中间还有一个LIE....
是我太过在乎有你爱我的日子..
没了你..真的空了...

我不要再去在乎别人的眼光...
因为我有你们...
不要再去猜测任何事情...
或许我做错了...
但我还是我...
我要珍惜我所拥有的现在...
JO..SIR CHIN..JAC..ESTHER..LILING..YI NING..
HOW..CHIN LEE..PAULA..PAUYI..
或许还有更多我所在乎的人...

我还能付出什么？
我还能做写什么？

我能做的..
就是等待命运的安排..
我能做的..
就是忘记..
我能做的..
就是顺其自然..
我能做的..
就是自爱！
爱我自己..
就是给你最大的祝福..

悄悄的我走了..
正如我悄悄的来..
我挥一挥衣袖..
不带走一片云彩..


有谁会在乎.
有谁会想念.
有谁能看穿我的笑脸.

我不配

这街上太拥挤 太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气
谁被隐藏起过去 你脸上的情绪
在还原那场雨 这巷弄太过弯过
走不回故事里
这日子不再绿 又班驳了几句
剩下半空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅 隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋
还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你 你却微笑的离我

这感觉已经不对 我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你的嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微 在妥协是我忽略 你不过要人陪哦
这感觉已经不对 我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节 你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪 多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美 我不配

这感觉已经不对（HO）
我努力在挽回（已经不对）
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给（我努力挽回）
你的嘴许的愿望很卑微（算我忽略）
在妥协是我忽略你不过要人陪哦

这感觉已经不对（这感觉已经不对）
我最后才了解一页页不忍翻阅的情节（最后才了解）
你好累 你不配为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美 我不配


I am not worthy.

This street is too crowded
Too many people have secrets
There is condensation on the glass,
who is concealed in the past?
The emotion on your face
Is restoring that period of rain
This alley is too warped,
we can't get back into the story

These days are no longer green
Mottled with a few words again
Leaving me behind with empty memories in the big house
The seats in the movie theatre
Are separated very far apart
Feelings without scenes together,
you're playing chess with yourself
Still it's too late to carefully write down things about you
Describing how I love youYet you smile and leave me

This feeling
Is already not right
I try my best to save it
Some of the
Considerate feelings that should have been given
I didn't give
You poutThe dream you made is very petty and low
We're compromising
I neglected you
All you wanted was someone to be with you

This feeling
Is already not right
I only understand at the very end
The pages of the
Plot I can't bare to turn over
You are very tired
You recite
You cried for me a few times
You're so languished
And I'm heartbroken,
you're suffering
Your beauty
I'm not worthy of

TOTAL MARK OF PERCUBAAN PMR

WOOOOOOAHAHA...
HUHUH~~~~

result all cm out liao..
so xianzzzz...

BM = 59(C)
BI = 64(C)
BC = 66(B)
MATH =63(C)
SAINS = 38(E)
GEO = 40(D)
SEJ = 28(E)
KH = 50(C)

1B 4C 1 D 2E

... ... ... ... ...
omg.. ... ...

PMR die !!~~

3rd DAY OF PERCUBAAN SPM

WALAO.....

i dun knw knw how to tak my PMR exam liao lah...
everyday at skul oso zzzzz...
yi zhi zzzzzz....
hai shi zzzzzzz......
totally can fight with PIG liao...((^@^))

ntg special today....
esther buy a otak bread 4 me..
THANKS ya ~~~

ooo ya...
today xuan birthday...
i jz say happy birthday 2 her only...
ah jo loh ~~!!
force me write the card..
haiz......
if din write hen xiang you bu hao yi si...
haiz haiz haiz....
no matter i gv de things hor nt important de lah...

haiz....
night she gt party...
i din go...
coz i dun wan see smbody...
vr vr vr xianzzzz oso....

early in the morning..
dear sit at pondok with me...
bt din say dao wat loh..
haiz...
afterthat go dewan...
walao...
teacher talking rubbish !!~
i wan go bk class n zzzzzzzzzzzz.........

ntg hapen oso liao loh....
jz knw vr vr vr BORED !

jz nw telling dear say that yesterday is our 1st month..
she say nt 6 hao meh..??
((==!!))

3rd day today ..
still gt 14 days hv 2 go....
i will miss u everyday.................((U_U))
!!!!!!!!

at night..
when we eat finish..
i driving the car round taman bukit perdana there...
when i turn corner..
i will always makan org punya lane..
haha...
so scary lolx..
i turn the coner there..
block up by a car..
the car want go in her house de..then i wait ...
bt i drive too fast liao..
coz too near the car in front then papa ask me..FALL BACK !!
alamak....
how cm i knw ...
when i wan fall bk..
belakang cm a car lagi..
then depan de car zhi hao go head lolx...
huhuhuh~~~~~~~~
xia si wo.........

then go eat de time..
me n esther gaduh...
fight fight fight...
at the and !!!
we broke a chopstick !!
a PLASTICK CHOPSTICK !!
so violent !! hahahaha~~~~~!!

yesterday i was so sad.....
bt AH JO always mak me HAPPY ...
JO tqx !!! ^^

2nd DAY OF PERCUBAAN SPM

WAAAAAAAAHAHAHHA....

Today gen xianzzz...
1st period is ady goin 2 zzz..
bt i think many many things..
think till cnt fall in slip..
haiz..

then i wait till KH de time cai zzz..
coz gt three period..
can let me slip dao bao...
haa..

when i fall in zzz..
the esther hor..
vr vr vr vr cute de lolx...
say..
:" KENNY lai liao...KENNY zai kan u zzz...!"
walao...
u knw he vr vr vr er mah..
bleksss...
bu guan ta....XD

till rehat..
dear tak the puzzle 4 me..
n she say she gastric..
GOOD lah !!
ask u eat u dun wan..
ask u study u dun wan..
ask u rest u dun wan..
ask u slip u dun wan...
wat u wan...???
haiz...

then i go a bread 4 her..
she say she want bread..
haiz..
better lah..
better than u din eat.
haha...==

till bc de time..
me n ah jo can sit 2gether again..
haahaa...
n we jz
singing..
playing..
gaduhing..
chat chat chat...

fang xue lolx..
stay bk...blekssss...
wat a hot weather..
walao..
haiz.....

play in koperasi..
buy that oak crunch..
yuckssssss...
vr vr vr vr vr nan chi lolx..
gei liling pian niao.....==!

then go walk walk here walk walk there..
c dao cjl jiu go find her...
they vr vr vr vr chindish de loh..
ask us go find cer n c cer them keep talking..
then i say :" zou lah zou lah..palia"
then cer cai start scolding us..
then we scold each other..
after that the palia de ..
want bit us you bu gan..
hai gan jiang dong jiang xi..
haiz...so pity...
afterthat we go pondok siting there n say our thingss..
then they oso cm down..
esther kwan ng jo n me keep suan+ing them..
lastly cer bue tahan..
use WATER n splash us..
PALIA PALIA PALIA +ING !!~
aftre she splash us she quickly go bk home..
hahaha...
walao...palia dao~~~~~
suan niao lah...
dare do bt dun dare 2 recognize....
omg ...
palia kaki..
then want bk de time ..
cjl n boo scolding us "bahasa kasal"..
haiz.........
wait till go bk cai dare marah...
PITY !

还有一件很可爱的事咯...
此乃句最经典...
cer marah us say that we scold her "BITCH "
then 过后 Liling ask me..:" y u scold her PIG !!
wakakakakaka......

BITCH , PIG ,BEACH, PEACH ...
傻傻分不清楚..........！！！

after fetch jo bk..
i oso go home..
go home do wat..
do pig....slip slip slip...
piano pratice oso dun wan go..
haa...^^

today is jz the second day 4 percubaan spm..
vr vr vr vr xianzz ahr...
whold day din msg with dear...
bt at least at 9 she gt col me..
haha...

so miss ah dear...
miss her everythings....
miss baby oso........TT


3.9.2009

『another things that feel important 2 me..
today...is me n u de 1st MONTH !!
do u knw that...?? i miss u vr vr much..
bt.......we quarrel....
my fault ?!
SORRY !~
bt i think u hv 4get wat the day today !
i m always alone..
sitting at here n talking to myself..
when i need u...where r u..??
when i need a shoulder to rest...where r u.??
i din think tat is ur fault..
u hv an exam !~
i want u pay attention..
jz 4 get about it..
however I LOVE YOU~ 』

1st DAY OF PERCUBAAN SPM

wooooooooooooahah~~~

so fast....
after percubaan pmr..
nw jiu dao percubaan spm niao...
walao....
xianzzz lah.....
so pek cek oso..
gt that stupid cer cm n distrub me...
walao....

haiz....

1st day of skul reopen..
i bring my handmake bread / ai xin breakfast 4 dear...
dun knw delicious o nt....
dun knw gt stomachache mah...
hahah...XD

1st dat skul reopen vr vr vr xianzz lah...
n oso so scare!!~~~
coz hv to ambil balik our test paper...
OMG~~~!!

suan....niao.....
dun wan say about the test paper....

1st day percubaan spm..
i saw dear sitting at lantai...
n study study study study....
omg....
hey dear...
u wan bcm another crazy de me izzit..?

early in the morning oso saw that jie jie standing there..
n study BM !!
haiz.....

HOPE GOD BLESS U ALL...

oso ask that dear want eat breakfast mah..
she say no time ...
alamak !
u think u r god ahr..?
let me xing tong.....
haiz.....TT

XD..
2mr wan stay bk..
coz that bb ppl..
haiz...
i wan zzzzz....

1st day only ..
i miss u so so so so so much....
u think THREE week...
omg...
i dun knw wan how to LIVE !!!!

I NEED BREAD !

TODAY.
NIGHT.

after i ate my dinner..
i want to go buy bread 4 my breakfast..
coz gt tuna at my house..
then i eat till vr vr vr vr full ...
feel like want vomit.

coz dinne gt i lik de BREAD n CURRY pawn !!
gt egg..vege...n oso 1 meat ..
so....delicious......
so i eat vr vr vr full.....

1st..
i go my favour roti shop..
SHENG BEE..at (ma zo keng) there..
i asked the boss:"gt bread mah..?"
the boss say..:" sorry...finish liao...~~!"

2nd
i go PN TAN de shop..
i say:" PN TAN..i want bread..!
PN TAN:" sorry...habis liao...wakakaka...."
==!

3rd
i go CHUN HUA..
i ask the boss...
gt bread mah...??
the boss say..
:" here din sell bread..!"

4th
i go FAMILY..
DIN OPEN !!!!!!!!!

NRVERMIND...

5th
i go FAMILY sebelah de BREAD SHOP..
i ask again..
gt bread mah..?
she say.....
sell finish liao..

THE FINALLY

i go round about there buy..

FINALLY~~~~~~~!!!!

I GT BREAD !!!
HAhahahahahahah.....wakakakaka...

((==!!))