30/9/2009 纳闷+伤心

几闲到今天～

早上去学校就很累咯..
昨晚两点才睡～
头发太慢干鸟～

第一节科学..
哇唠～
又要看那个老师的XX 脸～

就躺下去睡咯～
7.30 躺下去..
起来已经10.00 点料～
够力～
而且睡睡一下还可以跑去别人的位睡～
@_@

过后就下课～
整个人“神智不清”
睡太多料～

上英文课..
为了不想欺负我们大肚子的PN TAN..
就死把眼睛睁到大大～

过后想去lepak的～
结果要上数学～
就帮老师拿东西回班上咯～

上历史～
闲~
老师不给出..
就PONTENG出去..
看嘉敏他们解剖青蛙～
是爽到～
那个血/大肠/小肠/肺/胆/还有心藏～
心藏还会跳的勒～
那个FELICIA哄～
是敢到～
那个青蛙=田鸡..
超大只...
FELICIA一来..
就把那个田鸡的眼睛挖出来～
还割它的腿..
剪它的舌头～
恶到～可是很爽～

还有...
今天总于有人了解我的痛了～
haiz.....

你们知道我为什么酱痛吗？
对..
是我先要分的...
是我的错再先...
是我伤透你的心..
但～
当你为我庆祝第二年的生日时..
我真的想回去了～
抱着你时..
真的很开心...
因为你的话..
感动我...
因为你的诺言...
让我的心真的回去了～
当我想和你庆祝第二年生日时..
陪你的已经不是我..
是他..
你有了他...

说好的幸福呢？
9月4号的一个月前～
你说..

『无论如何～我都会等你..即使是死..我们也要死在一起～
以后我会买间屋子..不管你在哪里..不管你和谁..
那是属于我和你的屋子...
一个人住...我也要住...我不会再找了...
毕竟你给我的感觉再也找不到第二个了...
我愿意等你...多久我都会等...』

就你这句话～
把我的心从她那边抢了回来..
就一个月！
我的心回来了！
你却狠狠的忘了我..
还交了个男朋友...

我知道分手后我对你的态度真的不好...
简直是坏到不行！～

难道这就是你对我的报复？
是我笨！
相信你的诺言..
还把现在的另一半也放弃！

你却走了！
如果真的是你对我的报复～
那么我告诉你～
你成功了！
因为你走了..
我走不开...
心回来了..
但却被你遗忘了..

你成功了..
我输了..
彻底的输在这段感情..
转了一圈..
你却骗我..
会和你分..
是因为压力太大..
八个月..
你一不开心..
大家对死的都是我..
因为爱你..
不想让你为了这些事每天烦恼..
但我错了..

你是我全部之中..
让我最幸福...最快乐...最温暖的 ！
也是让我最难过的～
但我却不是让你最开心..最幸福的那个！
是他！～

你说等我..爱我...
其实是在骗我吗？

九个月..
你说九个月..
让你等的九个月..
一瞬间变成谎言..

你知道我的心回来了吗？
你知道我还爱你吗？
你知道我很难过吗？
你知道这一切吗？
回来了很多个月..
你知道吗？？
我现在好希望有人能把我的心..
从你那边偷走...

这个礼拜是你和他的第一个月..
你会像我和你的第一个月吗？
互送礼物..互送一吻～
你和他会吗？
真的忘了我吗？

我的心..
还在这里..
祝你幸福.........

开学咯～

哟哟～
新的一天..
新的开始..

七早八早下大雨...
怎么进去？
结果～
一到学校就停咯～
连老天爷都心痛我...
呵呵～

真搞不懂我们的咯～
下个礼拜就是PMR料～
尽然～！
还在聊天！！！

本大爷最记得此句..
乃句最为经典..

我们就一直笑～
JAC就说：“等下你们发狂（黄（发音不标准））...
我就讲～我还发哮勒~
ESTHER就讲：“我是发霉..."

hahahahahah~~~~!!!!!!
笑爆了～！
算了～好像.....不好笑...........................

过后我们是可怜到爆！
五个人...用一个CALCULATE.....==！
无言～

上cik cheah 的课...
由于女校...
稍微开放一些～
今天...CIK CHEAH 就....穿低胸衣～
又蹲下来～
刚好......carie的角度看得到...
我就讲：“carie...看后面....."
.................................................................................
一瞬间～～大家笑毙了！
过后我就拿纸出来写今天发生的东西～
他们还傻到问我...你要写什么...

结果！结果！就结果！
火一上来～
就喊：“当然是写cik cheah 露奶啦！～”
OMG ~~~! OMG~~~!
老师在前面!!!
他就很尴尬走出去拉衣服~
我知道我很坏~
谁叫他们要问嘛～
@_@

哈哈哈～
在学校～MISS KERK 的课老师不要鸟我们料～
WE NO HOPE 料～～！
虾米啦？！？==!

才发现今天的时间是跟马来猪PUASA的时间..
放学前BUDDY就在讨论PMR过后要做什么...
靠勒～！现在都还没过！而且还要到了勒～

还有～
因为某些事....在学校飙泪.....
EMBRASSES !!!!


哈哈哈哈～
过后去补习尽然！！！
PONTENG！！
跑去傻密买表演的衣服～！
几美哦！！

七点多...
去舅母家...
表弟就跟我玩～
我就跟他抢枪！
他就跟我吐舌头..
我就吐回他～
ESTHER就讲...:"去跟妈妈讲她（就是我）欺负你.."
我的傻表弟尽然！
真的跑进跟他妈讲我欺负他～！！！！
==''''''

去炼钢琴时～
那个代课老师实在......
真想插爆他的头！
看不起我！～
屁股你～！

刚还帮妈染头发～
累毙了～！=='''

现在～！
在家～！
睡觉～！
((U_U))zzZZ.......

若你碰到她

我的脆弱坚强　互相作战
理性与感性　失去平衡感
不想让自己　活在过去的遗憾
问宇宙　他是否还爱我吗
这问题　早就有答案

若你碰到了　替我问候他
告诉他　我过得很美满
已忘记他　已把泪水全部擦乾
若你碰到了　替我问候他
祝福他和他的另一半
不在乎他　不再爱也不再等待
就这样吧　若你碰到他爱　

没有绝对　虽曾经以为
我终于体会　爱不能倒退该
让它颓废　收起心碎

若你碰到了　替我问候他
告诉他　我过得很美满
已忘记他　已把泪水全部擦乾
若你碰到了　替我问候他
祝福他和他的另一半
不在乎他　不再爱也不再等待
就这样吧　若你碰到他
就这样吧　若你碰到他


随着呼吸与时间～要学会成长～
雨后总有放晴时～
放晴那天也许我会比较好一点～
收拾心情～等待放晴～

25/9/2009 I M SINGLE

I...
M...
SINGLE...

Yesterday....
i said with dear...

i need some time to think wat i wan nw..
wat a life i wan nw...
many many things let me trouble nw..

izzit keeping missing a ppl..?
izzit keeping loving a ppl...??
wat i can do..?
wat i wan to do..?

i just need TIME !!
to let my heart CALM DOWN..
PMR cming soon..?
wat i care..??
wai i need..??

haiz...
ntg i can said..

MY FAULT !

I M SINGLE
I M SINGLE
I M SINGLE
I M SINGLE
I M SINGLE

AND I M SORRY~

自恋=自卑

自恋=自卑..
我以自恋来掩饰自卑..
想念八个月的一点一滴～
永住～

既然想念工作～

因为忙碌生活能够忘记一切～

多幸运那天和她去看电影...

才没有让我碰见你..

而你...既然撒谎！

人是会变的.......@_@

LAST DAY WORK >.<

LAST DAY..
REALLY IS LAST DAY NIAO~~~

wooooo~~...
so tired le lolx..
haa...

early in the morning jiu go work liao..
mana tau tat GOO~~~
still sliping at home..
>.<
u win niao..
jiu just me n her si shen lolx..

jiu go find esther a while..

start work..
work till about 12.30..
i think ba..
our buddy goo finally cm liao.
when she cm..
straight away go eat lunch niao~

i really is pig leh..
eat a bowl of tomyam de maggie , a milo , an egg..
after tat go tokyo hut there eat my favour food..
three 章鱼烧..n a cup of honey~~~~==!

gou li liao....

then go t.t..
say tat 2mr gt pmr de tips..
so sure hv 2 go.
hah..aa..haa...hah....

aftertat go bk to work again ~~!~

oh yah !!~
JOSEPHINE...JACQUELINE..NG..
!!!! .... !!!! good buddy !!!
done wat huh !!!~~~
u all huh.......................
TT
suan niao...
i lose niao...

hehe...
after tat work de time就去跟我的女神拿号码..
很爽快的他就给了～
朋友就是朋友....
人又好～
MR MAGIC de worker dou hen hao lolx..
so friendly~~~~~

aftertat go eat dinner de time is long dao~~
one hour n more ...
hahahaha....

等待放工的时间总是漫长的～

finally ~~~!!
放工咯～～！！
飞咯～～！

拿工钱～拿工钱～拿工钱～！

JB TRIP

early in the morning jiu wake up liao.
gei mama jiao xing de.
haiz.

actualy wan go taek de.
bt think dao.
TODAY IS hari raya leh.

tat uncle lee na li hui teach.
izzit..?
then jiu ask jac lolx.

knw tat din hv taek.
go bk home n slip again.
tis few day i yi zhi slip slip slip.
wahkao.
已经修炼成神料～

haa..
later hv 2 go SENAI airport to fetch dad.
dad bk frm SARAWAK.

after fetch dad frm airport.
go dad malay de house.
eat eat eat.
rendang chicken.
kambing.
kari.
omg....................................

many many things can eat.
oh yeah !~
i love eat + slip = PIG !
==!

yeaterday go see movie with jo , PERIOD GOO ! jac n dearest darling.
break a new record !
ONE DAY SEE FOUE MOVIE !!
OMG !~
4 MOVIE !!

1.WHERE GOT GHOST(吓到笑)
是funny 到～～～～～～～～～
(ho kua ! )

2.THE FINAL DESTINATION
(是恶心到!~)
that blood flash lik tomato sos..

3.G-FORCE
(wahkao~闲到～）
可是老鼠跳舞是很好笑..

4.GAMER (18++++++++++)
(VR VR VR VR YELLOW DE LOLX)
小孩真的真的不宜!!!!!

vr vr vr unlucky lolx..
wat a $#@*&*#$@...

when i work ..
i saw X.X MUM..
when i go square 1..
i saw X.X BEST FREN..
when i see movie ..
i saw X.X DAD !!
OMG~~!
LUCKLY DE IS...---
DIN See dao X.X !!~==!
dun wan to think anymore of her..

bk to home jiu slip niao..
too tired liao.
haaa..
aftre pmr ask dear go see movie again.
see !!
pmr cming soon.
i still go see movie.
haa...>.<

2mr hv to work ..
xianzzz..
dear gudnitezz..
all buddy gudnitezz..
muacksssss..

LAST DAY OF PERCUBAAN SPM

yeah yeah yeah yeah~~~~[=
last day dear tak prelim liao...
PA - the subject she love PA vr vr much~~!
(then me oso can fight de love ==!)
youhooooo~~~~~

early in the morning
jiu ask her want eat breakfast mah..?
she say NO TIME again...
wahyo...
DEAR=SUPERWOMAN
==!

till skul sit at dewn again lolx..
then one things vr vr vr shuang de lolx..
ESTEHR stomachache..
then i cmpny her go PN LOH de bilik tak 风油..
aftertat ESTHER go toilet..
bk to dewan de time..
gaduh with 机关枪！

机关枪“kamu dua orang pergi mana..?”
me :" ESTHER 肚子痛！我陪她去拿风油然后去大便～（然后我就不要鸟他）”
机关枪：“kenapa dua orang..??"
me :"等下她晕倒！”
机关枪：“dua orang sama sama pengsan lah..?"
(then i straight away walk diao...then she sendiri marah with sendiri..)
==!!
me vr vr vr bad lolx...
haa haa haa.......>.<

then one things vr vr happy..
dear de class change to sabelah saya punya class..
oh yeah~~!
sooooooooooo good !~
can see dao dear n .......
bt them gt prelim..
haiz.....

then last day skul oso..
jiu play with jo..
play dao~~~
差一点"kee dang"................

yoyoyoyo...
today i 1st time WORKING!!~
at summit~~
MAXIS..

stand till my leg wanna patah liao..
throat pain dao........................
no sound niao~~~~~@_@

me jo sir chin...
all green green de...
like THE HULK !!!

2mr still got work again..
bt dear dear oso look busy leh....
haiz...
yeah !! sat cming soon ~~!
期待+ing~~~.....

wait see 2mr work till how lolx..
haiz....
going to slip liao..
hv to work 2mr..
bt..
I LIKE STUDENT LIFE...
NT WORKING LIFE..!
TIRED~~+ING...

GOOD NITEZZ DEAR..
DUN SLIP TOO LATE..!! ((U_U))zzZZ...
muacksssssss............

11th DAY OF PERCUBAAN SPM

OH YEAH~~~
dear din tak prelim today~
hai ask me go out lepak with her..
haaa haaa..
cute lolx....>.<

at skul slip again lolx..
wahkao..~~
slip xia qu..
i will really become PIG !!~

PMR how..??!
haiz...

dad say tat 2mr he will go sarawak...
go there 4 wat...?
let u guess..

BUSINESS..?
TRAVEL..??
LOOKING 4 FREN..??
GO TO VISIT ONE'S RELATIVES...??

WRONG WRONG WRONG !!~

IS GO TO FISHING !!
FISHING !!

aiyo~~~!!
bp cnt fishing meh..??
oso dun wan wat he wan to do...
haiz..

throat pain whole day liao...
vr vr vr pain..
when i fall in slip..
i sure will cough..
dun knw y..
so cnt slip well...

night gt t.t

bk to home..
制作我亲爱的小吕布～！

oh yeah~~!
GOOD NITEZ FREN AND DEAR ~!

10tth DAY OF PERCUBAAN SPM

Today dear din ujian.
early in the morning..
dear knw me tat my throat pain.
especialy tak two tang tang 4 me.
omg...
sweet dao~~~~
THANK YOU dear..

then today ..
i woke up late again..
esther cm fetch my de time me still zzz+ing..
haa haa haa..
then ask mama mama fetch me go skul lolx..
xianzzz dao~~~
din eat breakfast..

then ntg special hapened in skul lolx..

aftrenoon go eat lunch with papa mama .
then jiu go dear house....
do ...@#*&$)*#$*)^%@(%&$%^#^&..................
heehee heehee....
... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...

aftertat go piano de time gt one boy...
shi huai dao~~~~!!!!
yi zhi @#%&^$*(^&.....

walao....
boy boy..
你才几岁?敢跟我呛声?
how old are u oo..??
suan niao..~~
我是好人！不跟你计较～
不然我捏断你耳朵再淹掉你才懂！
@_@

hee hee..
go t.t de time ..
omg...
my favour food..
ask ng help me buy de..
lalalalalalalalallalalala~~~~~~
so good !!

then t.t de time..
MS FANG n us keep saying yellow yellow de things..
make us so HIGH~~~~!!
==!

bk to home de time..
eat many many many pedas de things..
ayam , ikan , ikan bilis , kari , telur .....
ALL PEDAS DE !!!!
omg~~~~

ntg special today lolx..
nw wan study niao lah...
PMR cming soon !!!~~~
OMG!~~

神啊～救救我吧～～～

9th DAY OF PERCUBAAN SPM

Yesterday reach bp de time is ady 2.30 am..
6.00 hv 2 woke up...
mana tau saya tak boleh woke up..

jiu zzzzzzzz lolx..

din go skul....

... ... ... ... ... ...

12.30 jo call me...

...

...

...

make me woke up..

1.00 dear sms me..

1.30 mama cm in my room..

haiz...

i wan zzz a while lagi de leh..

@_@

hv to woke up..

3.00pm gt t.t..

xianzzz...

pmr cming soon sure hv 2 go..

er qie..

... ... ... wan go chenge shirt..

bt t.t till half ..

OMG !!

NO ELECTRIC !!

ben lai t.t till 5 pm de..

bt 4.30 jiu let us go niao..

coz cnt study..

cnt see..

cnt write...

sooooooooooooooooooo......

woaaaaaah....

go gai gai...

aftertat go change shirt de time.......

the girl who work there......................

guai guai de.....

asking me wat lesbian de question...

and oso .........................

ask me go cut boy boy de hair.........

ask me gt gf o nt.....................

OMG !!~~

i think she is lesbian oso !!!

let u see my shirt..

change the shirt frm white till red..

dun knw which wan is better...

test shirt at there test le half an hour...

dun knw which wan is better..

red or white..?????

go KL de time oso gt buy one shirt..

grey colour de...

1st time but grey colour de shirt..........

bt nt bad......

change liao jiu go eat my favour food with jo..

go summit once ..

i sure will go to eat..

haaaaa...

and then go sing sing sing..

sing till my throat..................................

and then go bk home...

jo dad fetch...

alone at home...

papa mama go jb again.....

xianzzzzz dao~~~~~~~~~~~~

==!

T MUSIC FESTIVAL 2009

yoyoyoyo~~~

goin KL see my idol...
wahahahah~~~~
T MUSIC FESTIVAL ..(12.9.2009)
ask sir chin cm my house 1st..
i say tat 12 will tolak..
bt..
wait wait wait till 3 .00 !!
then go eat till 4.00.
till there ady 7.15 !!

stupid GPS !!
dun knw tak us go where !!!!
round whold round there !!

when i step out the car..
i hear the song tat mak me wan 2 cm here !!
alamak !!!
bt..how..??
hear at outside lolx..
yao guai jiu guai GPS !!!!!!!

....
....
....
....
many many many things hapen bt i lazy to recall..
haa haa haaa~~~~!!

bt really really really splendid !!!

woooooooo~~~~~!!!!
bt one things i can recall ..
tat is NO ELECTRIC !!!
MALAYSIA IS DIU LIAN DAO~~~~!!!

after JENO dao CHIN..
CHIN dance till half no electric !!

OH MY PITY CHIN !!!~~
HANSOME DAO~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!

haaaa...
din go de ppl sure will regret !!~~
lalallaalallalalala~~~~~~!!!

8th DAY OF PERCUBAAN SPM

OMG OMG OMG~~~
WOKE UP LATE !!!!!

who wan fetch me to skul..?
today..
when i woke up de time is ady 6.45am..
oh no !!~
y the alarm din rang de leh..??
o me close diao huh..??
4get niao..
quickly quickly quickly wear my uniform..
brush teeth..
wear wa zi..
tak bag..
10 minute..
SETTLE..~~!!

aftretat ask mama wake up n then fetch me 2 skul lolx..
mama still @#$%^&*()(*&^%$#@#$%^& me...
haiz......

reach skul same time with sir chin..
then go find jo lolx..
she is talking with how..
(sxxxtxxx i txxxx i nxx a gxxx sxx tx hxx)
keke~~

damn weather today !!
wat a hot weather..
i chai yi dian become "shao zhu"
==!!

at skul d time..
jac bei ask go find HAMI......wat wat wat de...
then she marah jac lolx..
say tat ah jos jos n chins chins always cm ur class..
talk talk talk...
aiyo..................
tis wan oso wan marah..??
me oso kena marah too..
haiz......TT

after skul i go eat with ah mah n two aunty..
they will go bk 2 9..
eat till half jiu hv 2 go t.t niao..
go back bath n then jiu go t.t..
when i reach there esther tel me tat there na elecktric..
wah allah.........

then go SUMMIT lepak lolx..

GO BUY SHIRT
GO BUY JO BAG
GO BUY ESTHER JAM
and then go singing..
ME N JO SING TILL CRY..
... ... ... ...

at the end..
ALL BANKRUPT !!!!

wait till 7 pm
we go t.t..
ah jo buy drink 4 MS FANG..
bt din BUY 4 MSS LOI..
wah allah..

at t.t de time ..
ah jo yi zhi say dao X.X..
haiz..
i said tat i 1 2 4get u..
bt..
我忘不了你...

2mr goin KL..
hvn plan everythins yet..
haiz...

haiz..
hungry +ing..
i wan mam mam..

so tatsssss all...

GOOD NIGHTZZZZ EVERYONE.....

7th DAY OF PERCUBAAN SPM

XIANZZZ...
XIANZZZ...
XIANZZZ...

Today woke up 6am..
ah jo want to cm my house..
mak breakfast 4 tong buddy de..
mana tau dia..
go buy MAC'D..
aiyo...

then i make mine 4 ah dear..
sir chin's ah gong fetch us 4 ppl go convent..
gt me..jo..sirchin..n esther..
WAH !! her ah gong so lucky..
gt 4 MERMAID pei ta early in the morning...>.<

hvn till skul tat ah jo keep asking us..
:"A..HOW AHR..?HOW TO TAKE 2 HER..?
PUT WHERE..? WANT SAY WAT..?
SHE WILL TAK MAH..?
WILL DISTRUB DAO HER MAH..?
THE MILO HUI DAO DIAO MAH..??
(AND MANY MANY MANY............)

then we dun wan guan ta..
haha...
at the end we put at tong's de table n go tel her gt breakfast..
so easy...
wah ah la mak...

same place..
same things..
same time..
I WANT TIDUR !!!

wait till KH 1st..haaa...@_@
and i vr vr vr pandai..
do the paper..
do till fall in slip..
till ah jo them cm down n find me..
and then talk talk talk lolx..

recessssssss.....
woooooo...
eat bread.........
TUNA BREAD !
make by myself....
TT

and just nw morning de time..
they cm my house n tak tuna and bread n to skul..
omg !!
can food oso can bring to skul..?? ==??

bt vr vr vr yummy !!
hahaha....
and then we cnt finish the tuna ..
then i tak to PN LOH de bilik n ask PN LOH..

:" PN LOH...TIS TUNA WE EAT HAlF HAlF CNT FINISH...U WANT MAH..??
PN LOH:"DUN HV BREAD OR BISCUIT..HOW I EAT..?"
AND THEN I SAY..:" OK !! I BRING BREAD 2MR ~~!!

wah ah la mak..
SO BRAVE DE ME !!~~

and then BC de time..
me n ah jo..
sit together again..
PLAY LOLX~~~~
wat can we do..??
izzit..??
or hear tat teacher@#$%^&*((*&^%$#@!@#$%^....??

so play play play...
aftertat we go lepak again..
go find ah dear de time..she ask me put a chair beside her..
n talk..
bt...
PN LOH zai round leh.......
nanti kenal DEMERIT ahr~~

haaaaa....>.<
aftre skul go fetch ah mah..
n go out eat with two aunt cm from pinang..
my car is small dao...
belakang duduk 5 ORANG !!!
wasai....
so panas......

go eat asam lasak..
ah mah like to eat..
(woiyo..ho ceah leh!!)
the kedai at belakang ai chun there..
the corner 1..
the things at there....
GOOD !!!
asam laksa PEDAS sangat !!
bt VR VR VR VR yummy !!
>.<
can go try to eat...

after hving our lunch..
we fetch ah mah go ur house to sit sit n talk..
n then i bcm pig again lolx...
slip at my sweety room..

when i woke up ady 1 go eat dinner..
then i go eat lolx...
bt i late to t.t..
7pm t.t start..
i reach there about 7.30pm..
so late....oiyo...

after tat fetch ah mah bk to XXXXXXX again lolx..
my two aunt will be bk 2 pinang 2mr malam..
2mr i gt t.t whole day...
walao...
xianzzz...
want PMR niao....
din prepaid at all.................

tis few day ah dear hao xiang vr busy jiang...
haiz................................................

6th DAY OF PERCUBAAN SPM

woi yoyoyoyo...
early in the morning in skul..
jiu meet dao dear niao..
hahaha....XD
hai bit me...
bleksssssss..........

1st period is sains..
so xianzzzzz...
i jiu zzzz lolx...
bt teacher yi zhi ask me wake up..
aiyo...
i vr vr vr tired wat...
vr vr vr ming xian knw i m sleeping..
coz depan me is ESTHER..
belakang1me is JAC..
n three of us..
counting 123..
n then "pom"....
slip together....
wahahaha..wakakaka...XD
so cleveer..

when i slip de time is SURIA..
and i wake up de time is RAHIM..
hahaha...
soooooooooo gou li...

RAHIM teching us to do ringkasan..
no nid do de lah..
so pig...
hor...
gt SUPER MISS LOI..
(不是故意要帮超级打广告）
i gt 18 marks leh..
hor jacqueline hor...
hahahhaa...XD

SENI de time is most funny de lolx..
JO n SIR CHIN cm my class n we talk talk talk..
my teacher cm in..
thay still dun wan go bk..
then my teacher gv us the paper do sm revision..
n they oso do in our class..
hahaha....
teacher still dun knw they r KEKWA de student..
hahaha...

do till last two period cai go bk..
vr vr vr gou li lolx..
tat time their teacher is NORELA..
they still dare to ponteng...
woooooooooah~~~~~~!!
（拜你们为师）
oso guai we bu she de u all go bk lah..
hahah...

tat LEE KEE lolx..
tel me so things then my mood become bad again..
walao....
xianzzzz.....DAMN SAD again...

after skul i go buy a mineral water..
n i walk to find chew ee rose..
n when she want walk a way de time..
i walk behind her n splash her water..
woiyo....
so keng de me...
belakang dia wet dao~~~~
wahahahhaah...XD
so happy...
me too chong dong niao..'
hhaha..
(woiyo..jio song a neh..)

at night go t.t ah jo buy drink 4 me..
vr vr vr xianzzzzz...
then go summit buy smthings..
bankrupt again.....TT

dun dare 2 find cl..
coz she gt ujian...
haiz....

my aunt cm frm pinang again..
haaa...
so xianzzzzz..
alone.....TT

5th DAY OF PERCUBAAN SPM

WOIyoyoyoyo....
xianz zz zz zz dao~~~

gastric...
pain...

sosososo xianzzz..
doin sm paper..

when moral de time..
teacher ask us to do paper GEO..
then i din do..
zzzzz..
then i dun knw the paper wan pass up de lolx..
i zzz till half..
the paper hilang..
pauyi tak liao n help me pass up..
OMG..
i din do leh..
DIE lolx..Ah Quek ask me TEBUS USAHA...
BT !!
after skul i terus balik..
din go find her..
wahahahha....

yesterday ask dear oo ask till me wan tu blood..

at night go out ..
go CHS there..
with chong wei..
walao..
he vr vr vr vr vr childish de leh..
dun knw how to say..
go till 1 o clolck..
so late...
ooo ya !!
i saw SHARON SOH dancing at there..
WALAO..
wear bra only...
soooooo sexy man !!
waloa.....

this few day..
bad mood...
when i saw her..
my face jiu change niao..
dun knw y..
vr vr vr vr xianzzzzzzzz......

dear kao shi dun knw kao dao zen yang liao...
study at midnight de ppl..
so keng !!!

4th DAY OF PERCUBAAN SPM

A DAMN MORNING TODAY.
DAD SEE WRONG DE TIME.
N WOKE ME UP AT 5.30 AM.

AND I HV 2 WOKE UP OSO..

early in the morning when i changed my cloth ..
u knw wat did i see..?
i see the jacket tat gave by XX jatuh at floor.
n i step on it n just walk diao.
dun feel tat i 1 2 tak it.
REALLY DAMN HURT !

when i go eat my breakfast..
i saw CER n i suan +ing her again..
she eat breakfast with her dad..
ntg special..
coz she dun dare 2 marah us oso..

when i reach skul ..
i put my bag n i go pondok..
din see dao dear..
dun knw wher she go niao..
BUT !!
u knw who i saw..?
XX again..
WALAO..
damn HURTFUL!!

4get about it..
dun feel wan 2 see her..
just let my mood bcm bad..
really gt hurt dao..

when after rehat..
SHE !! again !!
standing at my class de door there n talking with LK..
n i masuk through belakang de door..
I DUN WAN STAND IN FRONT OF HER !
I WILL CRY..!!

when i lepak the whole skul..
i start think bk our memoryssss..
the place we hug each other..
the place we love each other..
the place we kissed each other..
the place we hold each other de hand..

WALAO !! DAMN PAIN !!
WHY I STILL THINKING OF THIS..?
MAK MYSELF NEARLY CRYING AT SKUL !!
SHE DUN WAN 理ME U KNW..?
I JUST AN AIR IN HER EYES !!
DAMN PAIN..DAMN HURT..
在恋爱中的女生就是不一样...

4GET IT !!
after skul..
i see dear at pondok there..
huhuh~~~wo hai yi wei she din cm..
^^

when i go bk de time i open my bag n tak my key..
WAT DID I SEE ?
XX GAVE DE CARD !!!
y y y y y ....??
y in the whole day i hv 2 hving bad mood..?
thinking her..?
WHY..?
izzit the punishment 2 me..?

when i reach home ..
n i ready 2 cook my lunch..
i open the refrigerator ..
I SAW XX gave me de CHOCOLATE !!
WALAO..DAMN PAIN PAIN PAIN !!~~
HELL !!
WHEN I COOKED the 杯杯面～
i cooked TOMYAM de flavour..
WALAO..SHE LIKE 2 EAT TOMYAM !!!!!!!!!!

i think the GOD is really punish+ing me..
let me bad mood..n think think think think...

AHR~~~!!!!
I M GONE CRAZY..
just can let myself gt hurt !!

BT ..
WHEN I GO t.t ..
MY TEACHER N FREN ALWAYS MAK ME SMILE..[=
THANKS DEAR FREN N TEACHER..

dun wan 2 think anymore than that..
vr vr vr pek cek..
I NEED TO LOVE MYSELF !!
I NEED TO !!

MEMORY+SSS

WAT IS THIS !!!???
WAT THIS STAND 4..??
WHY ! I M STILL THINK+ING ALL THIS MEMORY..?
SEE !!! WAT THIS ALL..??

WHY EVEN A CHOCOLATE I M STILL KEEPING 4..?

WHAT THIS PROMISE?

WHAT THIS USE 2..?

WHAT 爱情守护神?

SEE !! I M STILL KEEPING...

NT WILLING 2 USE ..

WHEN VALENTINE DAY...

THE LETTER..

THE KEY RING...

BIRTHDAY PRESENT...

THE VALENTINE CARD....

THE STONE IS WRITING I LOVE U..

N WRITING HOW SHE COL ME TAT TIME..

WHEN I COLD..

I STILL WEARING N HUGGING THIS JACKET..

THE BEAR U GAVE ME...

ALWAYS IN MY ROOM..

NEVER 4GET THIS ..

EVEN A BAG !!!

I OSO STILL WANT 2 KEEP IT !!!!

WHY WHY WHY..?

I CNT 4GET...!

I DUN WAN 2 LET MYSELF SAD ..

I DUN WAN LET FREN WORRY ABOUT ME AGAIN..

I DUN WAN !! I DUN WAN HURT ANYONE AGAIN..

I DUN WAN 2 THINKING OF U AGAIN..!!

DAMN SHIT ! DAMN SAD ! DAMN PROMISE！

DAMN HURT !!!!

I HV TO LOVE MYSELF NOW..

AND TREASURE WAT I HV NOW..!!!

AND I HATE U !! NW TILL THE END !!

什么是承诺？

承诺...
值得相信吗？
承诺=谎言

对..
是我..
我毁了一切我们之间永远的承诺..
我对不起你..

是我太想保护你..
是我太过爱你..
是我...
先放手..

在爱情里..
没有承诺..
没有公平..
没有等待..
更加没有永远..
因为我是les..

都爱上了不该爱的那个..
却放弃了不该放的那个..

我们在一起八个月...
却让你等了九个月...
难道爱要不说出口才珍贵？

是我..
现在...
也得到了你以前所有我无法感受的痛！

我失败..
我自私..
我不好..

让你默背为我掉泪...
现在...
还我为你默背掉泪...

我真的放了..
心...
也死了..
你..
也变了..

朋友都支持我追回你..
为什么我不要？
因为我要你...
“幸福”

下辈子...
我宁可做只猪..
也不愿在让你想起我！
也不愿让你在看到我！

一切的一切..
以前美好的回忆..
甜蜜的时光..
毁了..
也回不来了...
只有回忆....

是你身边太多选择...
而我..
只是个过路客....

回到了原点..
时光回到了彼此不认识的时候...

我发誓..
我.....已忘了你...
从今天起！
不在拥有那些回忆...

我不在乎..
再痛也会有过去的时候..
不希望再有任何感觉...

泪...
只让我伤得更深...

BELIEVE中间还有一个LIE....
是我太过在乎有你爱我的日子..
没了你..真的空了...

我不要再去在乎别人的眼光...
因为我有你们...
不要再去猜测任何事情...
或许我做错了...
但我还是我...
我要珍惜我所拥有的现在...
JO..SIR CHIN..JAC..ESTHER..LILING..YI NING..
HOW..CHIN LEE..PAULA..PAUYI..
或许还有更多我所在乎的人...

我还能付出什么？
我还能做写什么？

我能做的..
就是等待命运的安排..
我能做的..
就是忘记..
我能做的..
就是顺其自然..
我能做的..
就是自爱！
爱我自己..
就是给你最大的祝福..

悄悄的我走了..
正如我悄悄的来..
我挥一挥衣袖..
不带走一片云彩..


有谁会在乎.
有谁会想念.
有谁能看穿我的笑脸.

我不配

这街上太拥挤 太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气
谁被隐藏起过去 你脸上的情绪
在还原那场雨 这巷弄太过弯过
走不回故事里
这日子不再绿 又班驳了几句
剩下半空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅 隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋
还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你 你却微笑的离我

这感觉已经不对 我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你的嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微 在妥协是我忽略 你不过要人陪哦
这感觉已经不对 我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节 你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪 多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美 我不配

这感觉已经不对（HO）
我努力在挽回（已经不对）
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给（我努力挽回）
你的嘴许的愿望很卑微（算我忽略）
在妥协是我忽略你不过要人陪哦

这感觉已经不对（这感觉已经不对）
我最后才了解一页页不忍翻阅的情节（最后才了解）
你好累 你不配为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美 我不配


I am not worthy.

This street is too crowded
Too many people have secrets
There is condensation on the glass,
who is concealed in the past?
The emotion on your face
Is restoring that period of rain
This alley is too warped,
we can't get back into the story

These days are no longer green
Mottled with a few words again
Leaving me behind with empty memories in the big house
The seats in the movie theatre
Are separated very far apart
Feelings without scenes together,
you're playing chess with yourself
Still it's too late to carefully write down things about you
Describing how I love youYet you smile and leave me

This feeling
Is already not right
I try my best to save it
Some of the
Considerate feelings that should have been given
I didn't give
You poutThe dream you made is very petty and low
We're compromising
I neglected you
All you wanted was someone to be with you

This feeling
Is already not right
I only understand at the very end
The pages of the
Plot I can't bare to turn over
You are very tired
You recite
You cried for me a few times
You're so languished
And I'm heartbroken,
you're suffering
Your beauty
I'm not worthy of

TOTAL MARK OF PERCUBAAN PMR

WOOOOOOAHAHA...
HUHUH~~~~

result all cm out liao..
so xianzzzz...

BM = 59(C)
BI = 64(C)
BC = 66(B)
MATH =63(C)
SAINS = 38(E)
GEO = 40(D)
SEJ = 28(E)
KH = 50(C)

1B 4C 1 D 2E

... ... ... ... ...
omg.. ... ...

PMR die !!~~

3rd DAY OF PERCUBAAN SPM

WALAO.....

i dun knw knw how to tak my PMR exam liao lah...
everyday at skul oso zzzzz...
yi zhi zzzzzz....
hai shi zzzzzzz......
totally can fight with PIG liao...((^@^))

ntg special today....
esther buy a otak bread 4 me..
THANKS ya ~~~

ooo ya...
today xuan birthday...
i jz say happy birthday 2 her only...
ah jo loh ~~!!
force me write the card..
haiz......
if din write hen xiang you bu hao yi si...
haiz haiz haiz....
no matter i gv de things hor nt important de lah...

haiz....
night she gt party...
i din go...
coz i dun wan see smbody...
vr vr vr xianzzzz oso....

early in the morning..
dear sit at pondok with me...
bt din say dao wat loh..
haiz...
afterthat go dewan...
walao...
teacher talking rubbish !!~
i wan go bk class n zzzzzzzzzzzz.........

ntg hapen oso liao loh....
jz knw vr vr vr BORED !

jz nw telling dear say that yesterday is our 1st month..
she say nt 6 hao meh..??
((==!!))

3rd day today ..
still gt 14 days hv 2 go....
i will miss u everyday.................((U_U))
!!!!!!!!

at night..
when we eat finish..
i driving the car round taman bukit perdana there...
when i turn corner..
i will always makan org punya lane..
haha...
so scary lolx..
i turn the coner there..
block up by a car..
the car want go in her house de..then i wait ...
bt i drive too fast liao..
coz too near the car in front then papa ask me..FALL BACK !!
alamak....
how cm i knw ...
when i wan fall bk..
belakang cm a car lagi..
then depan de car zhi hao go head lolx...
huhuhuh~~~~~~~~
xia si wo.........

then go eat de time..
me n esther gaduh...
fight fight fight...
at the and !!!
we broke a chopstick !!
a PLASTICK CHOPSTICK !!
so violent !! hahahaha~~~~~!!

yesterday i was so sad.....
bt AH JO always mak me HAPPY ...
JO tqx !!! ^^

2nd DAY OF PERCUBAAN SPM

WAAAAAAAAHAHAHHA....

Today gen xianzzz...
1st period is ady goin 2 zzz..
bt i think many many things..
think till cnt fall in slip..
haiz..

then i wait till KH de time cai zzz..
coz gt three period..
can let me slip dao bao...
haa..

when i fall in zzz..
the esther hor..
vr vr vr vr cute de lolx...
say..
:" KENNY lai liao...KENNY zai kan u zzz...!"
walao...
u knw he vr vr vr er mah..
bleksss...
bu guan ta....XD

till rehat..
dear tak the puzzle 4 me..
n she say she gastric..
GOOD lah !!
ask u eat u dun wan..
ask u study u dun wan..
ask u rest u dun wan..
ask u slip u dun wan...
wat u wan...???
haiz...

then i go a bread 4 her..
she say she want bread..
haiz..
better lah..
better than u din eat.
haha...==

till bc de time..
me n ah jo can sit 2gether again..
haahaa...
n we jz
singing..
playing..
gaduhing..
chat chat chat...

fang xue lolx..
stay bk...blekssss...
wat a hot weather..
walao..
haiz.....

play in koperasi..
buy that oak crunch..
yuckssssss...
vr vr vr vr vr nan chi lolx..
gei liling pian niao.....==!

then go walk walk here walk walk there..
c dao cjl jiu go find her...
they vr vr vr vr chindish de loh..
ask us go find cer n c cer them keep talking..
then i say :" zou lah zou lah..palia"
then cer cai start scolding us..
then we scold each other..
after that the palia de ..
want bit us you bu gan..
hai gan jiang dong jiang xi..
haiz...so pity...
afterthat we go pondok siting there n say our thingss..
then they oso cm down..
esther kwan ng jo n me keep suan+ing them..
lastly cer bue tahan..
use WATER n splash us..
PALIA PALIA PALIA +ING !!~
aftre she splash us she quickly go bk home..
hahaha...
walao...palia dao~~~~~
suan niao lah...
dare do bt dun dare 2 recognize....
omg ...
palia kaki..
then want bk de time ..
cjl n boo scolding us "bahasa kasal"..
haiz.........
wait till go bk cai dare marah...
PITY !

还有一件很可爱的事咯...
此乃句最经典...
cer marah us say that we scold her "BITCH "
then 过后 Liling ask me..:" y u scold her PIG !!
wakakakakaka......

BITCH , PIG ,BEACH, PEACH ...
傻傻分不清楚..........！！！

after fetch jo bk..
i oso go home..
go home do wat..
do pig....slip slip slip...
piano pratice oso dun wan go..
haa...^^

today is jz the second day 4 percubaan spm..
vr vr vr vr xianzz ahr...
whold day din msg with dear...
bt at least at 9 she gt col me..
haha...

so miss ah dear...
miss her everythings....
miss baby oso........TT


3.9.2009

『another things that feel important 2 me..
today...is me n u de 1st MONTH !!
do u knw that...?? i miss u vr vr much..
bt.......we quarrel....
my fault ?!
SORRY !~
bt i think u hv 4get wat the day today !
i m always alone..
sitting at here n talking to myself..
when i need u...where r u..??
when i need a shoulder to rest...where r u.??
i din think tat is ur fault..
u hv an exam !~
i want u pay attention..
jz 4 get about it..
however I LOVE YOU~ 』

1st DAY OF PERCUBAAN SPM

wooooooooooooahah~~~

so fast....
after percubaan pmr..
nw jiu dao percubaan spm niao...
walao....
xianzzz lah.....
so pek cek oso..
gt that stupid cer cm n distrub me...
walao....

haiz....

1st day of skul reopen..
i bring my handmake bread / ai xin breakfast 4 dear...
dun knw delicious o nt....
dun knw gt stomachache mah...
hahah...XD

1st dat skul reopen vr vr vr xianzz lah...
n oso so scare!!~~~
coz hv to ambil balik our test paper...
OMG~~~!!

suan....niao.....
dun wan say about the test paper....

1st day percubaan spm..
i saw dear sitting at lantai...
n study study study study....
omg....
hey dear...
u wan bcm another crazy de me izzit..?

early in the morning oso saw that jie jie standing there..
n study BM !!
haiz.....

HOPE GOD BLESS U ALL...

oso ask that dear want eat breakfast mah..
she say no time ...
alamak !
u think u r god ahr..?
let me xing tong.....
haiz.....TT

XD..
2mr wan stay bk..
coz that bb ppl..
haiz...
i wan zzzzz....

1st day only ..
i miss u so so so so so much....
u think THREE week...
omg...
i dun knw wan how to LIVE !!!!

I NEED BREAD !

TODAY.
NIGHT.

after i ate my dinner..
i want to go buy bread 4 my breakfast..
coz gt tuna at my house..
then i eat till vr vr vr vr full ...
feel like want vomit.

coz dinne gt i lik de BREAD n CURRY pawn !!
gt egg..vege...n oso 1 meat ..
so....delicious......
so i eat vr vr vr full.....

1st..
i go my favour roti shop..
SHENG BEE..at (ma zo keng) there..
i asked the boss:"gt bread mah..?"
the boss say..:" sorry...finish liao...~~!"

2nd
i go PN TAN de shop..
i say:" PN TAN..i want bread..!
PN TAN:" sorry...habis liao...wakakaka...."
==!

3rd
i go CHUN HUA..
i ask the boss...
gt bread mah...??
the boss say..
:" here din sell bread..!"

4th
i go FAMILY..
DIN OPEN !!!!!!!!!

NRVERMIND...

5th
i go FAMILY sebelah de BREAD SHOP..
i ask again..
gt bread mah..?
she say.....
sell finish liao..

THE FINALLY

i go round about there buy..

FINALLY~~~~~~~!!!!

I GT BREAD !!!
HAhahahahahahah.....wakakakaka...

((==!!))