4th DAY OF PERCUBAAN SPM

A DAMN MORNING TODAY.
DAD SEE WRONG DE TIME.
N WOKE ME UP AT 5.30 AM.

AND I HV 2 WOKE UP OSO..

early in the morning when i changed my cloth ..
u knw wat did i see..?
i see the jacket tat gave by XX jatuh at floor.
n i step on it n just walk diao.
dun feel tat i 1 2 tak it.
REALLY DAMN HURT !

when i go eat my breakfast..
i saw CER n i suan +ing her again..
she eat breakfast with her dad..
ntg special..
coz she dun dare 2 marah us oso..

when i reach skul ..
i put my bag n i go pondok..
din see dao dear..
dun knw wher she go niao..
BUT !!
u knw who i saw..?
XX again..
WALAO..
damn HURTFUL!!

4get about it..
dun feel wan 2 see her..
just let my mood bcm bad..
really gt hurt dao..

when after rehat..
SHE !! again !!
standing at my class de door there n talking with LK..
n i masuk through belakang de door..
I DUN WAN STAND IN FRONT OF HER !
I WILL CRY..!!

when i lepak the whole skul..
i start think bk our memoryssss..
the place we hug each other..
the place we love each other..
the place we kissed each other..
the place we hold each other de hand..

WALAO !! DAMN PAIN !!
WHY I STILL THINKING OF THIS..?
MAK MYSELF NEARLY CRYING AT SKUL !!
SHE DUN WAN 理ME U KNW..?
I JUST AN AIR IN HER EYES !!
DAMN PAIN..DAMN HURT..
在恋爱中的女生就是不一样...

4GET IT !!
after skul..
i see dear at pondok there..
huhuh~~~wo hai yi wei she din cm..
^^

when i go bk de time i open my bag n tak my key..
WAT DID I SEE ?
XX GAVE DE CARD !!!
y y y y y ....??
y in the whole day i hv 2 hving bad mood..?
thinking her..?
WHY..?
izzit the punishment 2 me..?

when i reach home ..
n i ready 2 cook my lunch..
i open the refrigerator ..
I SAW XX gave me de CHOCOLATE !!
WALAO..DAMN PAIN PAIN PAIN !!~~
HELL !!
WHEN I COOKED the 杯杯面～
i cooked TOMYAM de flavour..
WALAO..SHE LIKE 2 EAT TOMYAM !!!!!!!!!!

i think the GOD is really punish+ing me..
let me bad mood..n think think think think...

AHR~~~!!!!
I M GONE CRAZY..
just can let myself gt hurt !!

BT ..
WHEN I GO t.t ..
MY TEACHER N FREN ALWAYS MAK ME SMILE..[=
THANKS DEAR FREN N TEACHER..

dun wan 2 think anymore than that..
vr vr vr pek cek..
I NEED TO LOVE MYSELF !!
I NEED TO !!