Last 2 day i go skul :)

haiz...

a sad morning.
when i woke up.
is ady 6.30.
mum fetch me.

go to hv breakfast.
a bread , milo , n a polished glutinous rice.
haiz.
no appetitie at all.

thinking of her much.
such a silly things.

yesterday night.
she writing on her personal message.
(dear dear......MUAKZZZ...LOVE U....)
tHEN i knw .
wat i done 4 her .
jz a RUBBISH THINGS.
i knw tat she wont bk 4ever.
she love wj.
=]

cry whole night .
luckly my eyes din swollen lik fish ball.

tak as normal to skul.
so tired.
nt enough to zzz.
fren told me tat she said.
she dun dare to cm bk to me.
ya.
u r correct.
i m lier.
i m rubbish.
u should nt trust on me.[=

when go dewan.
i wan sat behind her.
i can see her through a hole.
she wan tired oso.

i sat behind her.
i saw her figure viewed frm behind.
even i breath i oso PAIN.
totally pain.

she was tired n try to fall in slip.
tat time.
let me think tat we together d time.

tat time.
when she feel tired.
she will holded my hand n slip on my shoulder.
n gv me a sweet dream kiss.
when she cold.
i gv her mine jacket.
when she thirsty.
i feed her sm water throught my mouth.
puppy love.

i m crying.
throught i m listen sm music tat let me feel sad again.
half listen half seeing her wat she doin.

i saw.
when xuan was hot.
her fren will help her fan.
when xuan woke up.
her fren will sayang on her head n ask her how.
even her fren is better than me . n i m rubbish.

wat can i do?
see her.
n SMILE.
i totally is a loser in love.

i won a bear in a game.
i gave her.
i nt in BP frm thurs .
if she miss me.
a least she gt a bear.
bt i think .
the bear will sat on her room floor alone.

i miss her.
i love her.
i nt in BP 4 one week.
did she knw it?
knw i m leaving frm her?
can she feel it?

WALAO.
wats wrong with me?
bother it.

i go bk home.
i saw her again.
i feel wan gv her a hug.
i will leave bp soon.

bt.
i cnt do it.
she love wj.
more than tat time she love me.
wat can i do.
jz see her 背影离我而去..
hug her 背影 tats wat can i do.

go bk home.
missing her.
after bathing.
go jb see my cousin.

after opp.
his crazy.
dun knw y.
knw hu i m.
bt talking rubbish.
say wat UFO..
CAR..
many things.
i think he hvn wake up frm tat accident.
he was affraid.

n i sayang his head.
she col me AH JUNE (his gf name)
hey i m ur cousin lah.
he is blur.
such a pity.
ask he rest n rest.

aftertat go eat seafood.
tats a beautiful n romantic place.
I MISS HER =x
thinking she is beside me.

go bk home.
sms her.
ask her go skul.
she din reply.
i think today is last day i saw her.
I TOTALY MISS HER.
MY HEART WAS ON THERE.

frm tat day i bk frm SUNWAY COLLEGE.
I LOVE THIS SONG.
GOOD LYRIS....>.<

BIG BIG WORLD--AMILIA

I m a big big girl .
In a big big world
It's nt a big big thing
If u leave me
But i do do feel
That i do do will
Miss u much
MIss u much

I can see the first leaves falling
Its all so yellow and nice
Its so very cold outside
Like the way I m feeling inside

Outside is nw raining
And tears are falling frm my eyes
Why did it have to happen
When did it have to happen
Why did it all have to end

I have your arms around me
Warm like fire
But when i open my eyes
YOU'RE GONE

see.
good lyris izzit?

nw i m missing her.
n hugging the bear she gave.
wat can i say .
is good night to her on this BLOG only.

i will bring along my laptop.
bt dun knw.
there gt 3g o nt.
its working o nt.
kk.[=

let see 2mr wat can happen.
nitezzzzzzz. [=
i will b strong.
n i will waiting at here.